Are you ever just overwhelmed by the horrifying thought that maybe, nobody ACTUALLY wants you around? And it’s not that you think everyone hates you, but it’s just that you’re not special to anyone? And that its really kind of sucky that you’re about 98% sure that nobody thinks “Wow, I just really like talking to her.” and that you could probably just disappear without anyone caring that much?
You see us as you want to see us: in the simplest terms and in the most convenient definitions.
You try to warn him, you tell him you will want to get inside him, and ruin him, but he doesn’t listen. You do this, you do. You take the things you love and tear them apart. Richard Siken, Crush.
"But then, having done it, I did enjoy it, because I feel like you get to… I don’t know, you just transform in a way where you feel like you’re in a totally different world, and everything feels heightened and different."